This is Angel and i really need an encouragement!

Soldier4Christ · 10-05-2005, 11:50 PM

Well yea was in school the other day feeling really depressed because alot of things in my life have just been going really bad. So while in class i just started writing and I titled it The Cruel Cruel World.

Disturbing & Chilling world. Sucking youth, kids, adult into a big black hell. No ways out. NO esacpe. Only one escape form this cruel ugly world that is filled with pain, anger, and suffering. With greed wors of all. This self inflicting pain that never tends to go away. No matter how hard we try to get ahead. We take i step, 2 Steps, then 3 steps back. Why? Why? why shouldn't we have to go forward? Why? Why? Why go backwards? One answer. One answer it is within this cruel cruel world. Why suicide, why pain, why suffering. Why pain? Why suffering? why? why? why? Maskes we wear everday hiding the pain & suffering of this cruel cruel world why front? Why hide? Were do we go from here? Only on question. when will God come to sace us all from this cruel cruel world? When will the pain end. When will the crying paing end for God. When can we leave this frist tempoaray hell that we are living in?

OH yea and im not suicidel or anything im just hate this world and i wanna be in heaven right now. So if anyone finds anything that can encourage me please let me know or e-mail me because i could really use some encouragement right now.

AstheDeer · 10-06-2005, 10:24 PM

I've written stuff kinda like that before when I was depressed, so I can kinda relate. I think God wants you to find your heaven right now in Him. One day He will come (and I believe very soon!), but for right now He is calling you to draw closer to Him and be His witness. Trials take our faith and purge out the dross. Read Psalm 91. I read that about every night, but till some time ago, I didn't completely understand verse 1. I thought, "Where is this secret place?" The secret place is a place that is between you and God, that is different for each of us. Remember how God hid Moses in the cleft of the rock? Moses was surrounded behind and on the sides with rock, and God put His own hand in front of Moses. This is a secret place that God takes us to. It is a place of rest and refuge, a place where we draw our strength from Him and learn to lean upon Him and trust. He fills us to overflowing with peace and joy, and He speaks to our hearts with comfort and encouragement. He opens our eyes to see a bit from His perspective. Here we can rest in Him even when we don't understand. Here we are not lost.
Whenever you feel depressed, let God take you to the secret place. Go to Him with your feelings and any questions. This secret place is your heaven on earth! I hope I encouraged you! I'll pray for you! God bless!

Jy

jcdesertvoice · 10-06-2005, 10:29 PM

Oh Angel* hug* You are so awesome! Do you know that? This world can be extremely tough to live in. But remember Jesus went through and understands each and every pain we have to endure. God has something for you amidst this crazy mixed up world. Keep your eyes on the promises not the problems. I pray that God will show you the joy and peace that He can give you.There is beauty in this world becuase God made it. Satan may run through it but it is still God's creation. Ask God to show you the beauty among the pain. It's there but it's hard to see sometimes. You dear are one of those beauty's. You add life and love to this world. God has put you hear to shine your light in a dead and disturbed world. You are beautiful. The world also sees the pain and suffering but since they do not know Christ they don't know what else there is. But they can see something better in you. And I know they do.

Soldier4Christ · 10-07-2005, 03:25 AM

thanks jy and sarah for the support. i really need all the prayers I can get and i will also continue to pray also. If i can also ask you guys for one more favor. If you could please pray for the youth of my church. Cause if you don't know this already i am their youth and i am trying to stay stong and have faith for them. But nost of the time it seems like they want to have nothing to do with the church so if you could pray for them i would really appreciate it.

May Godbless all of you and remember Dios te ama!
(Translation: God loves you)

jcdesertvoice · 10-07-2005, 09:58 AM

Angel I will most definitly be praying for the youth in your church. I know how you feel. I'm going through something similar. God will give you strength and He will bring them through

Dios le bendice

10-05-2005, 11:50 PM	#1
Soldier4Christ Soldier4Christ Edit AY! Newbie	This is Angel and i really need an encouragement! Well yea was in school the other day feeling really depressed because alot of things in my life have just been going really bad. So while in class i just started writing and I titled it The Cruel Cruel World. Disturbing & Chilling world. Sucking youth, kids, adult into a big black hell. No ways out. NO esacpe. Only one escape form this cruel ugly world that is filled with pain, anger, and suffering. With greed wors of all. This self inflicting pain that never tends to go away. No matter how hard we try to get ahead. We take i step, 2 Steps, then 3 steps back. Why? Why? why shouldn't we have to go forward? Why? Why? Why go backwards? One answer. One answer it is within this cruel cruel world. Why suicide, why pain, why suffering. Why pain? Why suffering? why? why? why? Maskes we wear everday hiding the pain & suffering of this cruel cruel world why front? Why hide? Were do we go from here? Only on question. when will God come to sace us all from this cruel cruel world? When will the pain end. When will the crying paing end for God. When can we leave this frist tempoaray hell that we are living in? OH yea and im not suicidel or anything im just hate this world and i wanna be in heaven right now. So if anyone finds anything that can encourage me please let me know or e-mail me because i could really use some encouragement right now. Last edited by HaveFaith2005; 10-06-2005 at 08:13 AM..
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10-06-2005, 10:24 PM	#2
AstheDeer AstheDeer Edit Apostle	I've written stuff kinda like that before when I was depressed, so I can kinda relate. I think God wants you to find your heaven right now in Him. One day He will come (and I believe very soon!), but for right now He is calling you to draw closer to Him and be His witness. Trials take our faith and purge out the dross. Read Psalm 91. I read that about every night, but till some time ago, I didn't completely understand verse 1. I thought, "Where is this secret place?" The secret place is a place that is between you and God, that is different for each of us. Remember how God hid Moses in the cleft of the rock? Moses was surrounded behind and on the sides with rock, and God put His own hand in front of Moses. This is a secret place that God takes us to. It is a place of rest and refuge, a place where we draw our strength from Him and learn to lean upon Him and trust. He fills us to overflowing with peace and joy, and He speaks to our hearts with comfort and encouragement. He opens our eyes to see a bit from His perspective. Here we can rest in Him even when we don't understand. Here we are not lost. Whenever you feel depressed, let God take you to the secret place. Go to Him with your feelings and any questions. This secret place is your heaven on earth! I hope I encouraged you! I'll pray for you! God bless! Jy
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10-06-2005, 10:29 PM	#3
jcdesertvoice jcdesertvoice Edit Prophet/Prophetess	Oh Angel* hug* You are so awesome! Do you know that? This world can be extremely tough to live in. But remember Jesus went through and understands each and every pain we have to endure. God has something for you amidst this crazy mixed up world. Keep your eyes on the promises not the problems. I pray that God will show you the joy and peace that He can give you.There is beauty in this world becuase God made it. Satan may run through it but it is still God's creation. Ask God to show you the beauty among the pain. It's there but it's hard to see sometimes. You dear are one of those beauty's. You add life and love to this world. God has put you hear to shine your light in a dead and disturbed world. You are beautiful. The world also sees the pain and suffering but since they do not know Christ they don't know what else there is. But they can see something better in you. And I know they do. __________________ Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every nation for you are a word out of the mouth of God and you will not return unto Him void.
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10-07-2005, 03:25 AM	#4
Soldier4Christ Soldier4Christ Edit AY! Newbie	Thank you! thanks jy and sarah for the support. i really need all the prayers I can get and i will also continue to pray also. If i can also ask you guys for one more favor. If you could please pray for the youth of my church. Cause if you don't know this already i am their youth and i am trying to stay stong and have faith for them. But nost of the time it seems like they want to have nothing to do with the church so if you could pray for them i would really appreciate it. May Godbless all of you and remember Dios te ama! (Translation: God loves you) Last edited by Soldier4Christ; 10-07-2005 at 03:21 PM..
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10-07-2005, 09:58 AM	#5
jcdesertvoice jcdesertvoice Edit Prophet/Prophetess	Angel I will most definitly be praying for the youth in your church. I know how you feel. I'm going through something similar. God will give you strength and He will bring them through Dios le bendice __________________ Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every nation for you are a word out of the mouth of God and you will not return unto Him void.
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