Maybe it's just PMS, but...

En79 · 08-24-2005, 09:37 PM

I just feel kind of empty inside today. I've been uprooted so many times from moving nine times, and there's never been one person in my life that I can just pour out my soul to. I know I can do that with Jesus, but it's not the same as having one lifelong earthly friend who you just bond with.

Today sucked, and it was the first day of school. This guy who I was starting to really like and have a lot of respect for apparently moved to Canada (that's what the rumor was anyway.) In most of my classes I didn't know very many people that well, and all we talked about were rules and expectations. Lunch was really awkward. I sat with two girls I didn't know very well. They were nice, but it's not the same as sitting with your close friends. I did see one of my close friends at lunch, but she was with two people I didn't know, so I didn't sit with her. I also wasn't feeling very physically well either. My stomach was just bothering me. Maybe it was the 5 hour stretch between meals (breakfast and lunch) without a break in between....

Man, I'm a wreck. I need a hug. (I was actually wearing a shirt that said that but no one even mentioned it, much less give me a hug!) A few prayers for a better year than today wouldn't hurt either...

On an unrelated topic, I'm hoping to be baptized in September. Please pray that I will be and that it will go well.

Thanks.

joy-girl · 08-24-2005, 10:26 PM

I am praying for you girl!

And if you ever need someone to talk with, PM me.

I love everyone, and one of my character traits is becoming friends with lonely people. :wink

The best advise I can give you is to just keep your eyes on Jesus.

He will never fail you sister...

Much love in Christ, Joy

sistahkb · 08-24-2005, 10:30 PM

There you go. Love you and hope you feel better soon.

PureOxygen · 08-25-2005, 12:27 PM

^(really big number)...math geek way of saying:

LOTS OF HUGS!!!

Praise the LORD for that honest, open heart you have.

Total+Jesus+Freak024 · 08-25-2005, 12:33 PM

I would sooo hug you right now. im sorry about your school situation. my friend nina moved from me and it was like she left me with a bunch of girl who drink all the time. i hated it. i know how you feel sorta. you sound insecure. ill pray for you! all i can say now is open up to people and keep praying. keep faith and htings will improve!

HeavenBound · 08-25-2005, 12:58 PM

*hugs* I'm sorry you had a rough day, things will get better, just trust in God.

jcdesertvoice · 08-25-2005, 02:36 PM

*HUG* Things will get better sis. If you want to talk pm me.

joy-girl · 08-25-2005, 03:15 PM

oh yeah :embarressed:

forgot to put the icon in... sorry!

En79 · 08-25-2005, 07:23 PM

Thanks for the hugs and prayers! Today was a lot better.

ligatio_babe · 08-25-2005, 08:41 PM

Hi, En! *huggles*

08-24-2005, 09:37 PM	#1
En79 En79 Edit Apostle	Maybe it's just PMS, but... I just feel kind of empty inside today. I've been uprooted so many times from moving nine times, and there's never been one person in my life that I can just pour out my soul to. I know I can do that with Jesus, but it's not the same as having one lifelong earthly friend who you just bond with. Today sucked, and it was the first day of school. This guy who I was starting to really like and have a lot of respect for apparently moved to Canada (that's what the rumor was anyway.) In most of my classes I didn't know very many people that well, and all we talked about were rules and expectations. Lunch was really awkward. I sat with two girls I didn't know very well. They were nice, but it's not the same as sitting with your close friends. I did see one of my close friends at lunch, but she was with two people I didn't know, so I didn't sit with her. I also wasn't feeling very physically well either. My stomach was just bothering me. Maybe it was the 5 hour stretch between meals (breakfast and lunch) without a break in between.... Man, I'm a wreck. I need a hug. (I was actually wearing a shirt that said that but no one even mentioned it, much less give me a hug!) A few prayers for a better year than today wouldn't hurt either... On an unrelated topic, I'm hoping to be baptized in September. Please pray that I will be and that it will go well. Thanks. __________________ Those who say they aren't there to make friends often don't. -Me I know how to do everything- hire somebody else. -Me
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08-24-2005, 10:26 PM	#2
joy-girl joy-girl Edit Prophet/Prophetess	I am praying for you girl! And if you ever need someone to talk with, PM me. I love everyone, and one of my character traits is becoming friends with lonely people. :wink The best advise I can give you is to just keep your eyes on Jesus. He will never fail you sister... Much love in Christ, Joy __________________ Sona si latine loqueris!! http://www.therebelution.com/ “I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” -CS Lewis
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08-24-2005, 10:30 PM	#3
sistahkb sistahkb Edit Apostle	There you go. Love you and hope you feel better soon. __________________ In every heart there is a room......who lives in yours?
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08-25-2005, 12:27 PM	#4
PureOxygen PureOxygen Edit Super Moderator	^(really big number)...math geek way of saying: LOTS OF HUGS!!! Praise the LORD for that honest, open heart you have. __________________ "Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." -1 Corinthians 15:58 (NIV)
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08-25-2005, 12:33 PM	#5
Total+Jesus+Freak024 Total+Jesus+Freak024 Edit Apostle	I would sooo hug you right now. im sorry about your school situation. my friend nina moved from me and it was like she left me with a bunch of girl who drink all the time. i hated it. i know how you feel sorta. you sound insecure. ill pray for you! all i can say now is open up to people and keep praying. keep faith and htings will improve!
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08-25-2005, 12:58 PM	#6
HeavenBound HeavenBound Edit Prophet/Prophetess	hugs I'm sorry you had a rough day, things will get better, just trust in God. __________________ "We have just enough Religion to make us HATE, but not enough to make us LOVE one Another..." -Jonathan Swift Who could hate a Man, who thought about YOU on the Cross?
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08-25-2005, 02:36 PM	#7
jcdesertvoice jcdesertvoice Edit Prophet/Prophetess	HUG Things will get better sis. If you want to talk pm me. __________________ Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every nation for you are a word out of the mouth of God and you will not return unto Him void.
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08-25-2005, 03:15 PM	#8
joy-girl joy-girl Edit Prophet/Prophetess	oh yeah :embarressed: forgot to put the icon in... sorry! __________________ Sona si latine loqueris!! http://www.therebelution.com/ “I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” -CS Lewis
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08-25-2005, 07:23 PM	#9
En79 En79 Edit Apostle	Thanks for the hugs and prayers! Today was a lot better. __________________ Those who say they aren't there to make friends often don't. -Me I know how to do everything- hire somebody else. -Me
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08-25-2005, 08:41 PM	#10
ligatio_babe ligatio_babe Edit Evangelist/Missionary	Hi, En! huggles __________________ The Lord will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life; Psalm 121:7
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