Open Wounds and a Horse Painting

ibreakdrumsticks · 06-22-2005, 12:22 PM

Do any of you have any open wounds from past relationships that just won't seem to heal? I do. The other day I was with Cori at my apartment and we had just gone shopping. Her parents gave her this awesome expensive picture of a horse and she asked me if we could put it in our bedroom. I don't know why, but i was reminded of my ex. We used to go horse back riding all the time. Don't get me wrong, I am over her but it still hurts. After I broke up with her, I was depressed for nearly three months. She did a number on me. We botrh started out as Christians but we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I was convicted so I would go to Church and Youth Group to get clean but I wasn't fooling anyone. This went on for nearly 6 months. Then she started cutting and cheating on me so I broke up with her. My heart was raped. But to this day, nearly two years later, I still feel the consequences of that relationship. I feel really bad because now she is acting like a whore. She sleeps around with everyone. But I know deep inside her there is a great person. I never want to get back with her. I am not that stupid. But I feel responsible for the damage done. That painting isn't going in our bedroom once we are married.

06-22-2005, 02:55 PM

Love is similar to heroin addiction. You should get over it eventually.

ibreakdrumsticks · 06-22-2005, 04:51 PM

i am over the girl. i just guess it freaked me out cuz it opened up that wound. but i love cori adn i am going to marry her.

MyJoyOverflows · 06-23-2005, 01:34 PM

I have been there...I can understand. There are still some things that remind me of past relationships (either dating or even just friends) that have caused me great pain, though I was over the relationship...you can't help but feel some pain from past things not working out the way that it would have been nice for them to.

06-22-2005, 12:22 PM	#1
ibreakdrumsticks ibreakdrumsticks Edit Prophet/Prophetess	Open Wounds and a Horse Painting Do any of you have any open wounds from past relationships that just won't seem to heal? I do. The other day I was with Cori at my apartment and we had just gone shopping. Her parents gave her this awesome expensive picture of a horse and she asked me if we could put it in our bedroom. I don't know why, but i was reminded of my ex. We used to go horse back riding all the time. Don't get me wrong, I am over her but it still hurts. After I broke up with her, I was depressed for nearly three months. She did a number on me. We botrh started out as Christians but we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I was convicted so I would go to Church and Youth Group to get clean but I wasn't fooling anyone. This went on for nearly 6 months. Then she started cutting and cheating on me so I broke up with her. My heart was raped. But to this day, nearly two years later, I still feel the consequences of that relationship. I feel really bad because now she is acting like a whore. She sleeps around with everyone. But I know deep inside her there is a great person. I never want to get back with her. I am not that stupid. But I feel responsible for the damage done. That painting isn't going in our bedroom once we are married.
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06-22-2005, 04:51 PM	#3
ibreakdrumsticks ibreakdrumsticks Edit Prophet/Prophetess	i am over the girl. i just guess it freaked me out cuz it opened up that wound. but i love cori adn i am going to marry her.
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06-23-2005, 01:34 PM	#4
MyJoyOverflows MyJoyOverflows Edit Prophet/Prophetess	I have been there...I can understand. There are still some things that remind me of past relationships (either dating or even just friends) that have caused me great pain, though I was over the relationship...you can't help but feel some pain from past things not working out the way that it would have been nice for them to.
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06-22-2005, 02:55 PM	#2
mrwang mrwang Edit Guest	Love is similar to heroin addiction. You should get over it eventually.