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Old 05-03-2005, 10:41 PM   #1
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Enter Light, Exit Night

Jesus said,
"I HAVE COME INTO THE WORLD AS A LIGHT... SO THAT NO ONE WHO BELIEVES IN ME SHOULD STAY IN DARKNESS"



I want to share this to all of you... I hope you won't misunderstand it. But right now. I am going to share you a very personal thing about myself. And I am not afraid to show it, as a matter of fact I am very proud of it. Not proud of my past.. But the fact that God changed me. That people who knew me personally, or people who knew me sees the difference of the Chette who lives in the bondage of satan in the past, and the newly-born Chette.. the Chette now with Jesus Christ.

In the past... I am a normal girl who wishes to be a good girl. Who tries so hard to change but couldn't. I've been to confessions every month but nothing... nothing happen. I lead the rosary everyday; I participate in Black Rosary and of course every Sunday... Mass.

I was a catholic by the name… But aside from that, my mom showed me many things about ESP, Third Eye, Psychology and Horoscope. (She was an occult practitioner) With curiosity... I started to search for more. Until, I began to be involved in Witchcraft, Occult and Satanism. My mom proudly say, "Elves are my friends... and I have a suitor who is a Kapre (big foot)". She is also proud that she could see demons. Also, according to her, when you sees these creatures, when your third eye is open, it means you have a pure heart. I begun to dig deeper... think deeper.. Until I reached the age 14... and begun to see what my mom can see. Until a shadow appeared to me and said, "I will make you powerful". After that... I began to work as a Sorceress. (Up until 2nd year of college).

I became one of the most powerful sorceresses in the spiritual realm, I've killed many people using my power and that includes my 2 grandfathers...

How?

Well the other one died because I predicted that He would. (Which is by the way predicting a person is true. So when a fortuneteller tells you, your future... She doesn't look at your future, rather she will predict/confess that will happen in your life).

The other one, It wasn't me who killed my grandfather, But the demon inside of me. All I know is that... After I woke up, I went to His room (and He is very healthy) then I just stared at him and after that he started acting crazy until... they have to put him in the hospital and there. Died.

I've also killed... no. It wasn't my Physical body that killed a lot of people... but my spiritual... the demon inside of me. One of the reasons, my rank went up because I have killed so many people. Using the techniques of "depression and suicidal" (Those who are willing, I can only attack and it’s their choice if they want to die. But they want too so I did it). If you have noticed, there was a lot of missing people (teenagers) and suicidal events last 1990's.

I didn't just killed. I used people. I wrote Stories about Magic and Influence/charm them, I was a great pretender, In order to praise me I have to do everything for the people and people thought it was for their benefit... but it was for me. I used the Internet to become one of the most influential persons (when it comes to teenagers).

I didn't just killed. I didn't just used people. I didn't just influence them about magic, I didn't just pretend, I didn't just charm... but I did the most awful thing a woman can do in the internet. Cybersex,... practically a Prostitute on the internet". (Don’t get me wrong I am still a Virgin: P that's just on the Internet) Did all of this, to make my powers to the top. Because I thought that once I am at the top... I will feel satisfied and everyone will bow at me at the demonic realm (the other people who are working there also) Until I reached the most powerful position of a woman can have in the demonic realm. I became a high-ranking sorceress. It is the second ranking next to the Queens of Satan. (Oh yeah, what's the different of Sorceress here in Physical and in Spiritual you asked? Well... Sorceress here on earth (physical) are the lowest form of Sorceress, the sorceress in spirit are the powerful ones).

When I was at the top... (Still in my physical form. I was a catholic, a black rosary, rosary leader) I thought I have it all. My Spiritual is serving the demon and I am a catholic in Physical. Saved? In the past I thought No one is saved. That is why we have to sacrifice, go to confession, go to mass etc. To be saved).

I'm at the top already but still, I felt so incomplete. (Actually, it made me even worst.) Then, my physical body starts to fall. (Because of the demons inside of me) I cut classes to go to the Internet. My parents spend so many money and yet I didn't graduate. My life was a mess.

Although, some people are getting jealous of me (in the past, since they only knew the pretender chette), and because I am a popular Magical Writer (some even compared me to J.K Rowling and I am not kidding @.@), I own a big Channel (ssforever), I am a beauty-queen in our school, and I have guys following me.

My life continued. Other people thought I was a very respected person, amazing writer, good founder of the channel, a loyal and trustworthy girlfriend but I wasn't like that... I am definitely not a respected person, I am not even an amazing writer (because I used charm and magic), I am not a good founder. I am always the one that makes war at the channel. And I am not definitely a loyal and trustworthy girlfriend. I cheated. I go to channel #sex, I used guys to satisfy me on the internet (but they never did and even my x-bf).

... Until... they gave me a mission... 2 missions actually and they are both "Christians". One of us should stop them because if not, they'll be a bigger threat to the Kingdom of Satan. That God will use them Mightily. I still remember back then, when your mission is an unbeliever, All of us wanted that mission... but if its a True Christian, *shakes head* We don't want it. (We're scared). But this one... I accepted it... My mission is to bring down a Christian and bring back the powerful guy who left the demonic realm.

So I went to Amacc Angeles. (coz they were studying there) and I started to use my powers. I started to charm the guy (Christian) and I still remember that I have so much effect on Him. He always tells me to his friends, He always say "Chette is like this.. Chette is so good.. Chette is so great" etc.. etc... The other one... is to bring Philip back (my Boyfriend, Godswill) since He left the demonic realm and He is a very powerful Emperor of Asia.

But God is soooo good. Instead of me bringing them to the demonic realm, God used Kuya Randy to bring us to Him... to Accept Jesus as Our Lord and Savior *cries* and when we did that... the demon was cast away and we felt so complete, The joy of Salvation... The one feeling that you know... that you are so saved... that you have an everlasting Life, that you have this unfading Love, Joy, peace and Satisfaction.

When I felt that... I started to preach.. Share the Gospel. I was so overwhelmed by God's spirit that I didn't even realized that I was already bashing the Bible to my friends. (Like Apostle Peter) And the reason for this because I want them to experience what I am feeling that time.

But as days passed by... I found out how hard being a Christian. I was rejected, I was called a traitor, I was kicked out of my own channel, and my other friends left me. I was persecuted, I was struck down, and I became a laughing stock. I became a weak person. All in All, all those who admired me in the past, left me. The fan sites stopped, all my tributes vanished.

But I continued especially when I found out that being a Christian is like this.. "Suffering for Christ". But what's the result? A Blessed Life. So even with the problems, God did not leave me nor forsake me.

One of the reasons that made me goes on. Is The CHANGES that People saw in me. The one I've been dreaming of... to change myself... and Look at me now. I will admit that it's hard to stop the Power, the Lust, the magic, the pretending, and materialism... especially the POPULARITY and ADMIRATION OF PEOPLE. But when God change you... It will stop. It will eventually stop. I thought I couldn't live without my powers, without magic... without cybersex, without my popularity. But look at me now.

One time... I saw one of the man (online) I used in the past (for the lust thing). I asked him to forgive me and yet he said, he will... but on one condition and that is to have a cybersex with him for the last time. I was so surprised when I turned him down. When I said "NO".

I've really changed... and it wasn't me... I did not change myself...
But God did. Now I can feel what Magdalene felt after the demons was cast away from her. Her Life changed. Jesus changed her.

I thought... it was impossible to be saved. I thought that God's presence can only be felt by priests and nuns, I thought that God can't guide me, mold me, or even changed me.

But I was wrong. ...And even though when I became a Christian and started living with Him and for Him... and lost everything, He gave it back and He doubled it.

When I became a Christian...

1. I lost the millions of guys I used and admired me.
I gained God's Love and Godswill.

He gave me Philip. A person you can say that cares so deeply and Love me so unconditional (like Father God). God is still changing and molding him into a perfect person. Very blessed man with so many promises of God Every time I looked at him I always remember "Abraham" and I feel like Sarah... and other Christian brothers and Sisters calls us, "A couple full of God's promises"

2. I lost my Power.
I gained God's Power.

He gave me the Authority (and to all the Christians) to Trample down SNAKES and Scorpions. Meaning to defeat satan and his demons in His Mighty Name. He gave us the authority to bind, rebuke and cast out demons in His Mighty Name.


3. I lost my dad's trust.
I gained Father God's trust

My dad called me a traitor when I became a Christian, (He is a catholic) But when He saw the changes, and now doesn’t call me traitor anymore. But I lost my dad’s trust.. yet.. I have gained Father God’s Trust! He gave me the right to call Him, "FATHER God". Whatever I asked in Prayer He gives it ^^ whenever I want to talk to Him, He listens. And every time I accidentally forget Him.. He reminds me.


4. I lost a lot of my Friends
I gained a lot of Christian Friends.

He gave me new sets of Friends. Blessed Friends. Who encourage me when I fall... and also, I want to Thank you Pastor Alex, Leslie and Chris ^^

5. I lost my confidence
I gained God's confidence

I remembered once, Kuya Randy told me. "If you don't know what to speak. Just open your mouth and the Holy Spirit will do the talking". It is not my confidence anymore but of God. When I couldn't say anything (coz I am nervous) I let the Power of the Holy Spirit flows through me.


6. I lost my wisdom
I gained God's wisdom

The Wisdom of the World is foolishness in God's sight.
How wonderful to depend on His wisdom ^^


7. I lost all the admiration, popularity and praises for me.
I gained the right to praise and glorify God.

It feels so great worshipping and praising the One and Only God Almighty ^^ who is so Faithful to us and Love us so unconditional. He only deserves all the Praises, thanks, adoration and glory. ^^


8. I lost all my hentai vcds :P
I gained a lot of Christian CDS

Love all the CDS! It makes me feel MORE complete. Rather than the hentai.. yeah after you watch it.. what will happen? nothing :P but when you watch the Christian cds.. you'll feel blessed and you'll learn more about Jesus :D


9. I lost a lot of Material things (A Lot)
I gained Life's Satisfaction

I gave up a lot of things and gave everything back to the x-bf. I gave all my anime vhs, vcds and other anime collection to my friend Shampoo (that cost me $ 1000.00 or more) and didn't even think twice :D

10. I lost my ability to give out advices
I gained a blessed ability to give out blessed advices
In the past, when you ask me for an advice, it was purely good, for the benefit of the person, selfish and I will always say, "GO ON.. YOU CAN DO IT". But now, I give out advices using the BIBLE. An Advice that God wants to give to that person and He is using me for that. ^^

11. I lost one dog
I gained 3 dogs, and 4 puppies :D

12. I lost my Domain (Webpage Page)
I gained Two very blessed Domain :D

And these are only a little part of what God has given to me and if ever I will list them everything here... it will be a long list. ^^;; ...and probably you are getting tired of reading now so I'll stop here. But thank you very much for reading this :D

I am not the Past Chette anymore. I thank God for that ^^
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Old 05-03-2005, 11:35 PM   #2
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Woah...I skimmed it and that sounds so much like some of the struggles I have had...I'll print the complete thing off and reply again later

God bless you, Praise Jesus

(I'll join your forum and read your blog )

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Old 05-04-2005, 12:04 AM   #3
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Praise God ^^
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Old 05-04-2005, 12:06 AM   #4
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woah...NEVER MIND...now that I'm actually reading it, from top to bottom....


WOAH.

I have no words. I'll finish reading it and reply later $__$
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Old 05-05-2005, 03:06 PM   #5
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WOW!! THat is sooo awesome!! God is incredible!!! That's what I love about him, his unconditionakl love 4 us no matter what happened in our past!!
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Old 05-06-2005, 12:32 AM   #6
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amen! amen to that! even though how dark your past is.. God will still reach out to you when you are willing to be reach ^^
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Old 05-06-2005, 01:30 AM   #7
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That is so completely awesome!!!

I am rather ignorant of witchcraft and stuff....which is a good thing, but reading your testimony really reminded me that Satan does have power.....even though God has more power. So thank you so much for sharing that.
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Old 05-14-2005, 09:59 AM   #8
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To be honest... Some bits of that scared me... But it's so awesome to see what God can do in people's lives!!
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Old 10-29-2005, 12:47 PM   #9
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Quote:
Originally Posted by JCroxmysox
To be honest... Some bits of that scared me... But it's so awesome to see what God can do in people's lives!!
yeah it was definitely scary. It's terrible living far away from God
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Old 10-29-2005, 01:13 PM   #10
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Hallelujah! God is soooooo good!!!! I don't even know what to say. I am speechless. Glory be to God for what He has done in your life. I don't know much about witchcraft or sorcery either, but its obvious that the power of Jesus' love is FAR GREATER than the powers of darkness. May the Lord continue to bless you.
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