honey, I'm sorry I hadn't read this until now. I'm praying for you! I too know how you feel about computer trouble-- one of the reasons I didn't read this until now is because of our internet problems in the last few days.
I'm keepoing you inmy thoughts and prayers. Don't be discouraged. There are plenty of people on here who love you!
To God be all glory!
Elizabeth
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Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you. Ephesians 4:31-32